Following a bBlind iIntuition.

Important words in a title have a capital letter.

First of all, these days I´ve had more experiencies toe with posting, but I don´t have the energy to write it.

A shadow has rolled over me into a hopeless future.

If I do something I don´t have to, if I and fail,; I would lose everything.

First of all, I need to approvepass all my assignments at my college and two subjects have been a rough challenge, s. So fucking difficult.

Not sure what you are aiming for but looking at the rest of the piece I've put pass here instead of approve. As you probably know fucking is a swear word so I would be careful where you write it.

I'm really trying, althoughbut it feels like I'm climbing the biggesta huge mountain, and my goal is at the summit., but

And when I'm approaching it, the air goes offthins and I can't breathe; my encouragementwillpower falils down and I can't move onforward.

I have merged this sentence with the previous one.

I wish I could have some sign that leadpoints me to the truth and brings me energy.

Signs point.

First of all, tThese days I´'ve had more experiencies to postingwrite about, but I simply don´'t have the energy to write ithem down.

I've been there. I tried to make it sound more natural.

If I do something I don´t have toshouldn't, if I fail, I would lose everything.

And when I'm approaching, the air goes off the summit, the air becomes thin and I can't breathe; my encouragement falls down and I can't move on.

Good correct usage of breathe

I wish I could habe given some sort of sign that leads me to the truth and brings me energy.

"give me a sign" is more common to say than have a sign.

But I'm not looking for support,. I'm just using it to write something, andso I don't abandon this habit.

The comma isn't uncommon to see in casual writing, but the period is also ok!