Recently, I have been feeling something continuing tosomething has been bothering me, but I can't describe what exactly twhat the feeling is.

I made the first sentence more clear and concise by removing unneeded words.

I am beginning to be aware that something is pressuring me, making meI am fed up.

Just like everything I can't order themexplain it well.

I don't know exactly what you meant with this sentence but I assume you meant that you cannot explain the feeling well.

But I can say that it's not good.

I want to prove something that I still struggle with it.

Maybe I imagine these things are fake stuff that I imagine.