I gotta do, what I gotta do. I gotta do, what I gotta do.

I'm just spreading out my thoughts like that,. I don't even know whathow to structure in this post. I'm just spreading out my thoughts. I don't even know how to structure this post.

I hope I correctly understood what you meant here

I'm just spreading out my thoughts like thatis, I don't even know whathow to structure in this post. I'm spreading out my thoughts like this, I don't even know how to structure this post.

Interesting note, women are more likely to use 'just' to cushion their language and make it sound more passive specifically in a professional setting. Men are more like to leave out 'just' and write/speak more directly. In your sentence 'just' makes the sentence more passive (which works if it's intentional). 'Just' is better used to indicate something that happened recently. Ex: I'm just going to send this email (passive) vs. I'm going to send this email (direct) or I just sent this email (happened a few minutes ago)