先の一月

先の一月、兄、母、そして彼女もそれぞれの原因で病院に用事があって、全部私が運転したり同伴したりしました。しかも兄の用事は4日入院治療でした。改めて思うと、一月には自分だけの暇が少ないでした。去年に買ったゲームを全くプレイできませんでした。

まあ、みんなの健康のほうがよっぽど大事なんですが、最初にこの三人のセルフケアーが少し足りなかったのでこうなりました。自分のことを大事にしないと、払うのは自分だけではありません。

本当は気にしないですけど、この三人が一ヵ月同時に何かをかかって、面倒を見るのが大変でした。一人、二人だったらもっと扱いやすいですが、さすがに三人で難しいでした。しかも去月も伯父さんたちの里帰りで、彼らの面倒も見ました。全部仕事や勉強の上に。

愚痴を言っていてすみません。今日、少し暇を取れるので思わず一月のことを改めて思いました。今月、できればゆっくりしてみます。

Last January, my brother, mom, and girlfriend all had hospital appointments for their own sicknesses. I had to drive and accompany them all. My brother's appointment was also a four-day confinement for a (minor) surgery. Looking back on January, I didn't have much free time to myself. I wasn't able to play any of the games I bought last year.

Well, everyone's health is so much more important, but in the first place, these three people didn't take good care of themselves, which is why we arrived at this situation. When you don't take care of yourself, you're not the only person who'll have to pay for it.

Honestly, I don't really mind. It's just that it was hard to take care of these three people at the same time in one month. If it was just one or two people, it would have been more manageable for me, but three was difficult. My uncles also came home this past month, and I had to accommodate them as well. All on top of having to work and study.

I apologize for complaining. Today, I had a bit of free time, so I ended up thinking back on January. This month, I think I'll try taking it easy.