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Whereat is the best way for me to learn English for me ?

Today is Friday ,I find myself. I think I have been changed . I becominghave been thinking about what and how I can study English better . I saw a video last night which told me not to learn English rigidly an, but to instead feel satisfied about the low less-effective work. I can't help thinking what I have done during the three month in the college asI spent I lying on the bed ,kept, barely conscious . I have been kept learning grammar all the time : every class, every night , every second . But the truth is cruel :i: I always make grammar mistakes again and again .y. Yeah , as an English major student , it important thing for us to expect in i, but ,I spent awasted plenty of time waste on it , I got nothing . Why? My brain is like a rusty machine. It can't responsed flexibly from the reality into English . My oral and spoken English areis still poor ,being, since I have spent little time on it.

Oral = spoken

I never doubt about the meant of my ed my ability to learning English , because I have kind of conceive (?) compared to other students. .I slept only 4 hours because of excitement yesterday . After 45 minutes morning study ,I'm studying this morning, I was free all for the rest of the morning time .I. I am now watching more videos about learning English to find a method that is suitable way for me . I seldom have the chance to speak English , but my dream is I couldto speak it fluently someday . The biggest problem is that what I have learnt is not way to release it .WithI have no way to practice what I have learned. As the time goes by ,the knowledge is fading consistently .Now,i. Now I have decided to read more books original language bookly written in English and digest some sentences to modulate my vocabulary . I should walk out from get out of my comfortable place into zone and try these new steps.S When someone ask s me why I chose to learn English ,I , I am always confused and keep silent .

I don't know what you mean by conceive here

Do you mean to say dissect some sentences instead of digest?

The expression you're looking for is "get out of my comfort zone"

I swear I love English in my heart , but I never thought out it ,never be confident in using it .I'd be able to use it confidently. I should be more brave and dissolve it into my blood , just treat it as a friend , not a subject , but that 's my fault .

It is not easy for me type so many words to express myself , it is seemingly more difficult than show some writing a stories y.

Thanks for you reading this article , could you please correct my mistakes?

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When someone asks me why I chose to learn English ,I , I am always confused and keep , so I just stay silent .

I had to guess what you were trying to say, as the first sentence was not clear.

Try to use a new paragraph each time a new topic is being discussed.

I swear I love English in my heart ,but I never thought out it ,n my heart, I do love English. I just don't broadcast it. It's just that I've never be en confident in using it .I , but I really should try to be more brave and dissolve it into my blood ,just , embrace it, treat it as like a friend ,not a subject ,that ' and not like something I have to learn. My lack of confidence is my fault .

It is not easy for me to type so many words to express myself ,seemingly more difficult than show some stories .because I feel It is more difficult to write about myself than writing about other topics.

Thanks for you for reading this article ,c. Would you please correct my mistakes?

Today is Friday , and I find myself have beenthat I have changed . I becomingam starting to think about what and how I can study English better . I saw a video last night which told me not learn English rigidly and to feel satisfied about the low -effective work.with accomplishing little things. I can't help thinking about what I have done during these three months that I have been in the college as I lying on the bed ,kept conscious .ie awake on my bed. I have been kept learning grammar all theis time :--every class, every night , every second . But the truth is cruel :i. I always make grammar mistakes again and again .yeah ,a. As an English major student , it important s something for us to expect in it ,I spent a . I wasted plenty of time waste on it ,on it, and I got nothing out of it. .Why? My brain like a rusty machine that can't response flexibly from the realitd quickly in English . My oral and spoken English are still poor ,being spent cause little time onis being spent on them.

"low-effective work" didn't really make sense, so I changed it to "accomplishing little things" which I think is similar to what you want to say.

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I don't understand this sentence "I have kind of conceive compare to other students" --can you explain further?

I swear I love English in my heart , but I never thought out it ,think I will never be confident in using it . I should be more brave and dissolve it into my blood , and just treat it as a friend ,and not a subject ,that . It's my fault .that I view it this way.

"dissolve it into my blood" doesn't really make sense in English. You can say "make it become part of me" --this has the same meaning I think.

It is not easy for me type so many words to express myself , it is seemingly more difficult than show some stories .

I don't understand what you want to say when you write "show some stories." Can you explain further?

Thanks for you for reading this article , could you please correct my mistakes?